Undecided

This year, 2010, I'm longing to receive something from my special someone and since this someone wasn't able to give it to me, our relationship went on the rocks. I know I'm being unfair. I'm selfish.



We didn't talk for a while... but on Christmas Eve, we had a serious talk. Him being tipsy (according to him), he was able to tell me things I knew he tried to keep for years. I just listened to him. He laid down his plans... a smile slowly peeked from the side of my lips.

We both reconciled and hoped to turn over a new leaf.

Next day, we talked (again) cleared things... smiled, cried, laughed, giggled...

I tried to contemplate. I thought I was ready but I'm dead wrong. I realized, I'm not.

Now, I'm undecided. Should I stay or should I go?